Praphool Suman

The Red flag which you are ignoring now will hurt you later. Finally, I learned that ignoring the red flags you see in the beginning is probably the worst thing you could do to yourself because they never turned to green and they never change. Also, I learned that the old cliche that the red flags you see in the beginning become the reasons you leave later is not a cliche at all. I am slowly learning that just because you want to keep someone around doesn’t mean you lie to yourself about what you are seeing and what you know deep inside. Always remember, your gut is usually right, that initial feeling you get that something isn’t right, that pause that happens when you see or hear something that shows you another side of that person, that uneasy feeling you get around them when something is off and you feel like they’re either lying to you or manipulating you. These are the feelings you shouldn’t ignore because they tell you everything you need to know. The red flags will only hurt you...

This is not just a song, It's a replay button. Every time when u play this song all those memories come racing back to you - The moment that defined & destroyed you. Your bekhayali doesn't let u move on, a thought that eats all ur other thoughts & empties ur heart. When love leaves, it leaves u shattered and all ur pieces are scattered. All those moments have become a battle with urself, when u r sober u r angry with urself, when u r intoxicated, there is this sadness that engulfs you. Bekhayali is a reminder to keep ur heart closed, U can't love again and if u ever dare to, u can't love selflessly. In bekhayali, U overthink and dissect every moment, every day - Starting from the first day of breakup, You search for that one moment that took everything away, u find a needle in a haystack. When u Love someone with so much intensity, u build a future with them, and when that person is no longer a part of ur life, ur mind refuses to believe in the future without th...

  To the friend who is turning into a stranger. This is Probably 37 times, I am allowing my fingers to glide on my phone screen and I hope the backspace doesn't take my decision to text you this time. I don't know if you have noticed the period but when exactly was the last time when we smiled at our phone screen while chatting with each other? Days turn to weeks, months, and years, but you won't know how we had lost something we shared over a phone call. I miss giggling over the memes that you shared. I miss laughing over selfies that I clicked. I miss the discussion over what to type next sometimes. I miss you and I miss us. I am afraid, Someday we will be sitting in the same cafe and we will look away from each other like we are strangers. But, I will someday cross your mind like a grey cloud on a summer noon, with its cool shadow kissing your face and you will smile. I hope you will smile for the little time that we shared over those phone calls. Yesterday I was in the ...

  एक दिन मोहब्बत मेरी उस मुकाम पर होगी .... मैं स्वारूंगा तुम्हे किसी और के लिए , मैं तुम्हारे हाथों पर मेहंदी से नाम लिखूंगा किसी और का , वही लहंगा पहनोगी ना तुम , जिसे पसंद करते वक्त बाजार की पूरी दुकानें कम पड़ गई थी ? जिसे कुछ घंटे बाद कोई उतार देगा उसे , मैं बंधूंगा तुम्हारे जुल्फें को ये जानते हुए भी कि कोई रात भर बिस्तर में खेलेगा इनसे , और काजल भी लगाऊंगा और बोलूंगा उस रकीब से कि उस काजल को कभी खराब ना होने दे । ( क्यों की याद है ना तुम्हें ? जब तुम झूठी आंसू बहाती थी , मैं यही बोला करता था रोया ना कर पागल काजल ख़राब हो जायेंगे ) एक दिन मोहब्बत मेरी उस मुकाम पर होगी .... तुम्हारा प्रफुल

It is really very weird tough but Sometimes ............... I think that If I am dead and you come to my last rites and touch my hands. Maybe my heart will beat again And my breath restore suddenly   Waiting to hear you and feel you there  And over joyed to see you near. But You Know What ?? I will still pretend to be dead I wouldn't wanna get up  I will rather keep my eyes closed Then waking up and still find you going away again ....... Don't take me wrong when I say this  I am not blaming you for situations that were lame. I know you have been an adorable and beautiful soul Just that our paths weren't mean to be the same. So, My Dear ........ I am better of this way  And I did not feel like  waking up again Though I have embedded the memories in my heart But just don't feel like living that all over again. The Boy You Once Loved  Tumhara Praphool  ये सच में थोड़ा अजीब है , लेकिन मुझे उम्मीद है की अगर मैं मर गया तो मेरे अंतिम संस्कार पर तुम...

                  Our forever wasn't forever. I was loved and I am still in love. Yes, my conscience is not letting me forget that you are far far away from me, But I certainly feel your presence. Your eyes staring deep into my eyes... Your lips kissing mine! Your hands locked in mine hands... Your soft skin rubbing against mine! Your hairs trickling my shoulder... Your breast resting on mine! Your thighs tightly wrapped around my legs! Don't worry with your memories I am just doing fine ! Praphool Suman

Do you ever end up thinking about that one person whom you have been trying to keep off your mind? That person broke you down and whenever someone mentions their name you feel weak in your knees and butterflies in your stomach. Isn't it funny how we human falls in love with people who end up crashing us mercilessly? No matter how much time has passed, no matter how you managed to forget every single memory, there comes a moment, an event that brings you back to how you felt. It brings back aliveness that had been hidden. It's been two years and I hope you are well and happy even without me in your life. Two years of being apart I still think about whether I cross your mind on random days like you do mine. Two years of being apart and somedays I wish you would call and tell me you miss and that it breaks your heart every time you hear my name. Two years of being apart and my heart wishes for yours ache and crave for me sometimes. Two years of being apart and I am still thinking ...

The best relationships are those which blooms from friendship but Can a boy and a girl stay friend forever ?? Before lover You become Friend , You know about each other's favourite things , Your insecurities and flaws embrace each other wholeheartedly. Firstly you become each other's confident , You don't plan to fall in love but they make you so happy that you don't realise when you fall in love. Knowingly or Unknowingly your heart becomes theirs. Love becomes the sound of their laugh and theirs name become your favourite. May be , It is temporarily and you both realise soon that you are better off as friend than lovers. Or may be the timing is not right. One of you want to be in relationship and the other want to explore more not want to rush into it and it's get too late. So tell me if you need to choose between Love and Friendship , What would you choose ??